SUGARPIEBERRY

shit.. /Friday, November 30, 2007 / 9:29 AM

i shouldnt use hadi name.by the way is bill handphone.i make promise that after the n level i need find work nk help pay the bill..oh gosh..i really i duuno wat to do.And now i make hadi to pay for it.he say he will pay for it.but he delays cause not engouh money.so that why i need job...please help me..hope my sister tomarrow gg to be out..i mean her baby...shit..is all my fault.i hope that hadi will forgive me...what i done.i really i big trouble....o mine gosh!!!please help me...oh ya..i got alot of thing..i can sell at cash conterve...hmm..i think that good idea..ouhk...im gg sell my tv..but not engouh for that...nvm..let check then i sell off my thingz....

-lurp suzy-

i dunno...which path i shuld go... /Thursday, November 29, 2007 / 5:50 PM

so now i really at home.just sitting down.

got nothing to do.i miss my hadi.

oh ya before i went to sleep.i was think which

want is the right path n i realise

we should break upcouse wat i know

right now is the best thing.

i dont want any fight between us.another,

i realise u might go away from me.

nows adays im scared.i dont how n i dont care what people say..

i know we been 1 years n 8mnths but he just cant work.

i wish just like last time.we been together

happy

sweetz

fun

oh god help with my releationship???

please friend help me if can>>>-lurp suzy-

my niece // 4:57 PM

yesterdae night my niece come.she sooo noty..her name is sorfina

i cant take it.by the way she got rashes all the body.so wat to do.

by the way i really need to take.in the middle

of night.srcatch all the body. so i let her shower.

after that i ask her to put powder.so then go to sleep.

but after all..we did sleep.really good sleep.

oh ya,on left is hyqel...

for 2 weekz he not at home..

i really miss him so much.

hope he come back soon..

please update ur niece or ur newhep is they cute like hell tell the storiesx...

-lurp suzy-

weeee...!!! /Wednesday, November 28, 2007 / 10:08 PM

wow!!!today i was so happy about it.cause my guy..

watch me sleep...he take care of me.so im glad of that.

opps!i never tell him about i got fever.just abit of fever.

so im glad im okey now.so right now.i waiting for hadi to

come back home.he went to johor.so cant do anything.

let him enjoy with his friend...but i got good news.my mum

ask me wanna have bacis make up.cost $300..so i think see first.

my mum say okey..she will pay for it.so right now.

im just think positive first,scared later i dont think twice.cause

i ite..got all of couse..so i might taking cosmatic.so..see first mum..

waiting for hadi..

-lurp suzy-

/Monday, November 26, 2007 / 1:39 AM

today i wake up around 11plus..on mind...wat a best time i woke.i never been wake up like that before..everytime wake at 2 or 3 plus..that the best timing.i went to the toilet just brush me teeth.after that i call hadi talk to him..just talk for how many second n minutes.so i decided to tell him that im going off at 2plus..so i had nthing in my mind of him.cause i just got a feeling about something will be fight between us...oh ya..by the way....i meet him to ask him follow me to buy hamster food.hahahx..tomarrow then i show u how my hamster is..before i went out.i was watching THE CARS.is disney movies.i look at phone watch n i was soo shock omg!!!is going be later..so i quick change my cloths..n went off..but i could went off of sundden run so heavily....siak argh tk baek seh...bacing betul...so called hadi then he say fine is alrytex..so i waited for a minutes..then i when off..to his place...zoooommmmz...is soo darm fast...by the way im not taking any taxi but taking a MRT...SHOCK RIGHT..HAHAHAHAX..IS LAME...along the way inside mrt..i was soo shock..of sudden,got this matsalleh kate kan...(englishly man)he ask whre to go city hall..so blah..blah i say on him..darm he touch my hair...soooo shock...he ask me this ur real hair..yeah...blah..blah..wat his say...so i say this ur stop..so better go down now...so say c ya on him..then bye...so reach hadi place..then i call him..his mum pick my calls...shit!i hate when her pick up...so eeee...dun want say...her mum say she sleeping..so i get bored on him..everytime i when thre...the always sleep..like a pig..hahhx...so i waited on his block.he come to me..was smiling on me...i knew it..comfrim..he just wan me to tie the hair..but love is wat??

he should love u for what you are and not for what he wants to be...

If someone tries to change on u then is not a love,

but compromise and sayang one doesnt compromise in love

sorry to say that on u..but is true...so we went off.but end up we fight along the way he told me he cant stand my attuited..so he did broke up with me but my heart so pain..i try my best just to be pateint but i cant..so
i told him fine really u want this type right..so just go ahead..i do love him so much.until i cant stand on it..when going back home i shake hand on him..but he try to kiss on me..but i dun want it cause what i know we broke up... we went off...then i turn back a look on him.i call him to wait..then i run to him...i hug him so tiedly...i cry..n say please dont leave me i really love u some much.then he say to me im not gg leave u n i love u too..so he ask him to go back...then i went back..

-lurp suzy-

HAPPY-SAD /Thursday, November 22, 2007 / 4:25 AM

HAPPY
Today is the day i make up for them.
wow!!!cant believe..is hard to make up
for them.but we had fun...

[i will put the pic tad i make up for them..soon>>> :)]

SAD
I miss hadi so much.today i been calling for
him at 6pm until at 10 plus...i dun ever know
whre he go..suddenly i feel sick.keep vomiting
i hate to be sick.cause wat i know rite now dun
sick at all.i think home sick..hahhax..mcm faham jer
okey2 serious2...now im waiting for hadi to call me..
yeah,,at last he online but not call..i think after online
he will be calling me think so..i told him tad im sick..he
ask me eat medince...so say yeah..we chat around i hour
later..if not we will chat until morning bu stupid sis..why
cant just hold on for awhile cause im using..haiya..hahahx.
but after all..he call me..I TOTALLY MISS HADI LIKE HELL!

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Notorius they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone we still a team
Through your family I'll fulfill your dreams
In the future can't wait to seeif you'll open up the gates for me
Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death

Every step I take
Every moveI make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you

Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you

It's kinda hard wit you not around
Know you in Heaven smilin' down
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for youTill the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts, Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me takin' flicsMakin' hits,
stages they receive you onStill can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death

Somebody tell me why...
One black morning
When this life is over
I know, I'll see your face

Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you

-lurp suzy-

SAD-HAPPY FOR TODAY /Tuesday, November 20, 2007 / 10:49 PM

i dunno wats wrong with you?

did i do sumthing wrong on you?

just listern up okey.

SAD

i noe we been for a year.but i just wanna like last time we had fun n share a happness n sadness.why cant be?i just wanna have u to care me,loving me..why..why...ever pass few days u never wanna meet me at all..why..is tad sumthing wrong on me or wat...can u just tell wats wrong in ur life...okey..i made up my mind..i dun want any fight with u.now just chill on ur own way..as just some space between us..okey..hope u dun mind.as long u still got feeling for each other..

HAPPY

WOW!!!thank you aunty..i love u..hahhax..so right now im going leave singapore..soon..if can as soon as possible.hahahx...but no comment with me guy.cos wat i noe now im scare to tell him tad.but is just for one month go thre..for fun..yeahhx..but im so worry about hadi.i miss alot.I WANT TO HIM AS SOON,IF CAN.yeah im gg meet my fwenz thre...iINDONESIA YEAH I CUMING FOR U GUYZ...

yesh tomarrow make over nirah n deean!

im bored!!! // 4:50 PM

i dunno wat to do at home.cant go out

too bet...but i look forward.cos tml like big day

for me to make up nirah n deean.hahhax..im

carzy about it.so i wil put the on u guyz..hahhaahax..

tml i will take the pic of nirah n deean..

-MAKE OVER FOR NIRAH N DEEAN-

f%#&K shit!!!!CANT FIND WORK!!!! /Monday, November 19, 2007 / 11:01 AM

wat the hell...wat i cant find work!

bullshit siak...i really wana werk to pay bill.

just this morning hadi wake me up to ask me

to find werk so i did,i wake straight away up the

then to the toilet "mum say dun

ever think to go in the morning for finding work."

wat the hell seh.im really need to find work seh...

"hey u noe wat my mum say need to take care

hykal.cos she scared later my first sis

wenT out,[i think u noe wat i mean a baby inside]

so i cant find work.SO Now is the best thing to call hady

wats insidethe newspaper.omg!!!!no news to call hady

wat the hell..i reali dunno wat to say on him

by the way ya THANKS ALL....

dun ever thinking to call me back kkz...

TV IS UR LOVE WAT..OKEY..

i here love u so much..u make me this.

fyne...if u wanna me to see i move on

just say lah.....

please anyone,help me.i dunno wat to do...plz tag me..

-lurp suzy-

bored wif my guyz // 1:42 AM

for the past few week he never talk much

cos we did just spend tyme talking o the phone

my first time in my life never at all we

been like this.i love him so much n care for

him.just todae morning we had tok for awhile

cos i tot he cuming to my place.but he never.cos he tired for

jogging n werking.but i understand.nevermnd cos i noe ryte

now is the best thing to change my attitude for him n his

family.hmmmmz..by the way..i was soo shock wif his mum

wow!!!i cant believe it.his mum told me that after i pay the bill

she wants me to break wif him.but i cant,cos i noe ryte now

immm in looovveee wif HADY!!!!

but right now i need find a job for paying

a bill so tad everything will change..

i noe i use the bill such a STUPD GERL I'M!

so ryte now focus wif the bill n pay for it..

-lurp suzy-

THE TURKEY BOY!!! // 1:13 AM

tagg me if he cute or handsem kkkz??

hey u guyz!!!listern up!!!
i meet him at msn.he darm hot!but i dunno u guyz think

his hot??nvm...by the way im gg tell u the story...
first i dunno whu he is.but when he tell me tad he from turkey

but i can belive it..then i asked him isnt that u..

[about the picture on display] yeah he told me he is me.

so i told him that how n whre u got my account....

but end up he told me from imesh.oh shit..darm it..i say that..

cos i dunno thats all over world..

hahhahahax...kz..but he gentlmen

n soooo swit on me...i know people told me

that dun ever think bout it cos sumtyme

they sweet mother fucked talking..hahahx..yeah

thats rytex.but all i think he just my friendz...

please tag me if he hot kkz...

-lurp suzy-

bullshit!!!! /Saturday, November 17, 2007 / 4:42 PM

if u reali luve me..u can
delete tad stupid comment...!!!
i luve u so much n u make
me lyke this..i dunno wats
to do on u..

plz dear.i want to be wif u..
when i heard voice i feel so happy
when u not wif me i feel
so lonely without u
i wish i can stay beside u always...

plz..understand my feel so much..
>>>>>>my dear hadi...

// 3:38 AM

IM ON IT!!!! // 2:32 AM

so you can see my new blogskin..tag me if nice kkkz...hahax..so now im waiting for my n level..im scared..i hope i pass..for the pass one month i been werking..but now i got fired by stupid boss..i hate him..blah..blah...blah...so after tad i when out wif hady..spend tyme wif him..we share our happiness n saddness together...we had great tyme..i totally love him so much.

yesterdae..it just misunderstanding between he n me..i dunno why he nid put down the phone..i fell angry n keep patient n wait..but i cant..i just throw away my phone n i dumb the phone.i reali dunno wat to do wif him...so before i go to sleep i pray.i pray that god help wif my releationship..i tell myself for tml i wont be calling u n just dun fell wanna to talk to u.

todae we morning i check my phone he sms me to say sorri.but i just hack care cos i still mad on him.so i leave the phone on the table.my first sis came home..by the way just telling u my infom
IM SO HAPPY MY FIRST SIS HAVE A BABY,FIRST BABY FOR HER!
So today i wan shopping wif my sis n her husband..buying alot of stuff for her new born baby.
after all..we went to the hahal cafe..the food sooooo nie...by the way thank you abang nassir treat me..that we went home.

i reach hm..i quickly switch on the com...cos i noe my sayang will be thre..i was soooo happppyyy to ses him thre.i lllllooooovvvvvvvvveeeeeeee himmmmm sooooo muuucccch.we wre toking n chat..after tad...we went offline..he went to bed...but im stilll oooooonnn!!!!u noe wat i meanx..

until now...

gtg...wanna watch virgin...is indon movies...

-suzy-