hey homies.. aku skg tk tau nk buat aper lagi dlm hidup aku.aku stress giler.aku tk tau wheather aku nk berhenti skolah because about the perangent.so now i was thinking that aku henti skolah just becos aku perangent then duduk diam pat rumah until parent aku tahu.abe si hadi pulak aku pun tk tau.wheather dier ckp betul time tu.thank arh.buat aku tgu lame2 pat bedok mcm budak bodoh.pulak 2 aku tk leh berdiri lame2.haiya.buat menyusalkan aku jer.serious nie last aku ckp dgn dier kalau dier buat aku mcmgini aku tk akan layan dier lagi.tgk jer.buat lagia arh.perangai tk tau nk berubah,seperti dulu.aku rase dah kalau dah khawin dgn dier mcm siak jer.ader jer aku tgu lame2 dier sedap pulak tidur.aku tahu arh.dier penat tapi dier dah ckp per nk amek.susah arh nk bilang org mcmgini.kepale pantat bodoh.abeh pulak tu..sekejap jer tk tau nk call alek ker.call alek setakat nk bilang aku yg pat aner...mepekkan tu.geram siol..susah.aku rase puas hati aku jagek baby 2 seowg pn bagos.jadi tk pening kepale.tk payah dgn dier marah2 pat aku.lagi senang.haiz... tapi kalau dier ader pun kadang2 jer buat aku happy giler..haiz...rase rindu pulak pat dier.mcmmne nie..siket2 marah abe sejap2 rindu dier..arh!!mcmmane nie...dah lak... nid sleep tml got dragonboat..yeapbah!!!!!hope wont happen to me..tolong doa2kan yg aku nie selamat pat laut ouhk..love you my syg..
today i feel really tired.feel like dunno wat to go softball.but must go cos nid to return.during the trainning i nver went for trainning.was sitting down at side.look at them play.so now i was really miss someone who always care about me.arrhh!!!
hey u guys..sorry for not update.i was really busy with my school stuff then my werking.life keep going around2.today my off days.but still nid to go out for my cousin hse.teaching them sumthing.haiya..by the way..i dun want to talk to hadi.cos he not mines animore.thankz make me that things again.feel like killing myself.icant opdortion animore.nid to keep.wat i now im gg to do try my best to throw away or keep it.my mum shuldly gg to kill me fucking shit.please god help me.please.i feel want lost contact with him.now im thinking of focus studies n werking...help me please.arh... life suck.which i got guy who really care about me.i had surf alot from someone who really love became hate me...
hey behz n babes. sorry for not updating my blogger.im so busy.today is a day i can got back early.actually im stress about money.i bee finding a work everywhere.but still waiting the result for interview.which i can get hopelly.now i really dunno wat to do in my life.i been suffering from aesmatha.i need money to pay my bill hospital.my parent say if up to me decide.go back indon or stay here.if i stay here i must my own money n became indeperdent.if i stay at indon,all is that i will get money from my aunty.arh..shit.i realy dunno wat to do.tml i hav no money to go to school.no adays i try my best to borrow money from my fwenz.but is so malu.asking around money.i really cry myself.i dunno why i nid to this to me.which i could my ex back.but he with me no more longer together.arhh!!!!i really dunno wat to do in my life.i think the best way to go ask form teacher.i think the best the way.haiz..hey u guy give some solution that wat shuld i do.cos i really dunno n seriously2 dunno wat to do.i got another if i ask my uncle for money.im scared he tell my mum.please tell me if u guys can help me..haiz..;(..
hey behs n babes.. wow today is half day.so bored.i follow shasha to buy content lens.then of suddenly meet classmatez.we eat together at foodcourt.afterthat i was really happy talk to them after that i meet hadi forwhile.cause i miss him so much.so i meet him.then we were chat.begin i meet i feel like fighting to him but dun want.but ya i fight with him.but somehow is all fine.happy.talk together.so around 6plus i went back home.call my syg.syg were really busy with some work.then reach home talk to hadi.then i went sleep.somehow i wake up my parent not at home.i ask my syg to call me then talk to him.for awhile.not much cant tell.privater behs..hahha...take care..
i was really it was my bedae.but somehow i did i still remember but my classmate..nevermind.i think i shuld forget this things first.yesterdae.i really dunno whre to go.hadi ask me u want go with him.but nah....for wat to mit him seh.by the way i with him not together animore wat n i really dun want fall in love back with him.couse wat i noe i love someone who really love me so much...u can see the on top..hahaha....hmm..back to the stories.by the way i really dunno wat to say that i really wanna bedae cake onli.i didnt noe my sis cuming.i say can i eat swensen...omg!!!she say sure.i really bring my famli along.i ask my friend to come.idah.my sister in law her brother come.so i when off to the swensen..i was really happy during the time.so eat alot of food.wan cake from me..yeahppx!!!hahahhaha...this i took...
by the way me happy bedae to me...thank you everyone who say happy bedae to me...
my family,my sister bitch,my syg hazlee,my teacher ms ellya,wahidah,nini,shaqif,munirah,fizah ite,jessica,pei ling,shili,siti,hadi.lastly my ite fwenz that i dunno who really wish me hapi bedae.
hey u guy..this morning..my bedae.some of my fwenz of ite wish me ite.as wat i noe i just wish to have a newguys.yeah but i did..i dun want to talk to him.i wanna talk about in skewl.when i was in ite i got first week n 2nd week my class were very close.after all these days i got i went to skewl.no one talk to me accept the my fwenz that i noe.wat i do on to other fwenz.it seem that everyone dun wants to talk to me.wish i can hav close fwenz back.wat i do seh on them.padahal aku bual belakang all about gud things.but i could say anything seh.apelah..but i noe..im gg to tranfer to ite amk or drop out from skew.i think they will be happy if i drop off.k gtg.wish me all the best with skewl.