blanc.
/Sunday, July 20, 2008
/ 9:40 PM
for almost 3year
until today i never imagine hadi is my bf. it feels so right to be here with him.for the first time, feel so lover.he's the first in everything. me! the first person that ever cried cause scared of losing him.can say that im lucky to have hadi.Im first that i really worry about his health.he been working all they long to surport his family.im really proud of him.
BY THE WAY
HADI
thankz for been there by my side
thankz for loving me as much as i can
thankz for trust me everthing wat i do
thankz for all ur helps
i really appreciate everything.
i regret begging you for all these days.i scold you and alot of nonsence.
even if foolish things that happen to me or third party..
how serious the arguement we had.
you will always be the one that i love no matter what.
cause you're that first real boyfriend that i ever gotten.
and i dont ever want to lose a boyfriend like you.
u really meant to me so much.
you are my best buddies,secret-keeper n my lover,my everything.
without you, i wouldnt be the person im today.and i cant live without you around.
and i love you so so so so much.
please hold on to me no matter what.
and dont let go, hadi.
cause i will always need you in my life.
gimme one month to settle it out.i think to all my problem
couse i dont wanna get marry wif you in satution like this.
is getting horrible.i dont like it.i wish to be like other couple no fight,
just happy ending.i know its hard for u to accept me back n "me too".
i wish is all new.new life new you
and want to meet you again.
went the age of 20plus.i guess so.
Im guess is all my fault to let you meant to me.
im really sorry.please forgive me wat i had done on you..
tears you shared.
shivers i felt.
searching for hope.
im sorry.
this decision is hard.
some part of me,
moving on is not what i wanted.but is you
but i have to do what i must do.just hope miracle would happen,hadi
our love end here..
gudbye hadi..i waiting for you...
Labels: im not lying..this is my proper english.im trying my best to write in it..
/Thursday, July 17, 2008
/ 4:54 PM
is very busy now adays.i been doing my school werk.then got another asignment came in.so now im thinking for plaining my duty.what surpose to do in life and alot more to think.i been talking to close fwenz jessica.she help me alot for doing my stuff.thing getting more worse in school..so now i having free tyme to check all my stupid things..wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fucking irirritating my asignment.tml must pass up.so now i wonder if can pass up by monday.hope teacher allow me to pass out.ouhk lah.me gtg..very busy gal...
/Sunday, July 13, 2008
/ 8:43 PM
MONDAY TO FRIDAYstart school..first day...everybody was really surpise about my hair.they said they like it.i was really happy..then as uasual got homework then..everyday the same time..so im bored to tell u guys...but friday..after school...i went to meet syg...cos he said he wanted to buy tv.so i follow him..then we just window shopping..as pernormal...SATURDAY & SUNDAYwhen for meeting..for dance crew.so i was last min to meet them.after that..i follow reeya..it was awesome...tuo..tuo..hahhaa..miss reeya..i awalys..hahaha...then meet my syg again.this tyme really like the tv.so he did buy the things.im glad he think twice...after he send me to wlds cos my cousin sister wedding...then i come bak around 3plus...then the next day..in afternoon.we went thre again..then..nuthink much..i was really bored..ouhk lah..me gtg..bbuye
// 2:50 AM
sorry u guyz...
for not updating..
cos i was busy.
tml then i will update..
tml my cousin big sister...
n i got somemore to tell on you guy...
from mondae to saturdae.i will update...
/Thursday, July 10, 2008
/ 11:02 AM