blanc.
/Friday, March 30, 2012
/ 11:27 AM
Trying my best to hold the relationship but i want to let it go.because i feel im not good for him.i always make him mad.its totally the same routinue.Mostly the same.but i totally fade away the love.The way that i love him.maybe he cant see but im trying my best to push him to find job.find the way he wants.sometime i think im wrong.i dont even know what im doing.i guess i should move on.i dont think is right to engang or get marry.life is to short.for what when yu say yu want it but didnt get anything.so i know i have to move on.let it go.maybe we still can be friend when yu need or maybe i went off juat let like that..hope yu can realise how much i mean it
// 12:37 AM
I really dunno what happen btw both of us.we can only smile when we have too.i realise that is not easy to think about enganment.i try my best to settle down wf him and to talk to him but it seem no time or he just bullshit you.now i realise to take back.i just want to let it go and stop everything that we could think about engangment.i just wish i could go back th past and say no.i just want let it go.because i know he will nt go for that??i just want him to be happy what he likes...i can only pray for the best.i wont like to say its over...
/Thursday, March 15, 2012
/ 10:00 AM
Oh well random stuff i want to pick it up because some guy they just ingore yu because yu not pretty or fat or yu not cute enuf.so just let yu know bw yurself.dont be like someone who wants to pretend to pretty girl.it will been ugly on yu.so JUST BE YOURSELF.
/Sunday, March 11, 2012
/ 12:43 AM
Well,its been awhile i didnt log in my blogger.yu can see me im busy wf sch but busy wf bf.i had alot of stories to tell.first of all i feel so suck having in sch with all my classmate.i dont really like it.i having my own worlds.i know people keep saying me yeah im friendly but in my world i like anti social.thats the best.bcos if yu have to many friend it will involve yu quarrel and everything.so its been to be alone or wf my bf.i been skip lesson alot.i dont like some lesson.its totally sucks.my bf keep scolding me why im nt going for to sch.alright this to much.but my major i shall go for it.cos i dont want to repeat the module major.
2nd stories
It was great my family change their hobby to bowling.cool.i totally love it.i wish we can love together again.i just wish to wf them and gather together one big happy family.i love them:)
Last stories
Oh well my relantionship is getting better.but somehow i wish i can let him go and he can find another lady can understand him because i trying my best to listern him more than me because i lil bit sturborn siometime.he cant see the way the way he treated me.i just wonder whats he wants from me.btw by saying i love yu doesnt mean he can change yur feeling.because when yu hurt the guy/girl sometime sorry is not enuf.when yu help guy/girl thats mean he/she can repay yu back.sometime he left you alone he will ingore for the rest of your life.so its up to you to prove that him/her that yu really care or love,we should show a love on them.but for me trying my best to let him change to be wf 24/7 by my side as in sms me or call be more protective because he dont seem like other guys.i want him to ask where are yu?what time yu cuming bck hm?i bet yu know what i mean right...i hope i he change the next days.amin.