today wani wedding.i need to go cos my mum is going.after that stay at home studies for my exam.but i want meet my syg.my syg said tomorrow cant meet.i was really feel upset cos it been one month,almost lah..so i trying best at 6plus go off then meet my syg.hope he change he mind.
like i can say syg really got tempet.so i cant false him easily...i make this pic..i think you guy like it.my pic wif syg....
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i fully ful.yeah..i ate mc wings n new nugget spice...brother treats me macdonald
im so happy.by the way thank you brother.i love you brother.now im waiting for my syg to call me.miss him so much.im gg to tell him my exam n outing this saturdae.hahaha.. for so long never meet me syg.is almost one month never meet him.
okie lah my syg call..
guess wat i fight again with syg.
i dunno why he nid to make me like this.this bullshit.feel like this saturdae dun want to meet
him.i dunno wat he wants from me.i think of studies together with him.but nah..i think he dun want it.nevermind lah.i want to sleep now.gud nyte u guy..
im really sleep.wanted to sleep again but cant.mum wake me up for evening.malays say cant sleep during evening.but i dun care i jsut sleep.now im waiting someone say that they can got for wani's weddings.nobody ans it.nevermind.now im hungry..i want to eat.IM HUNGRY!!!hahaha.. okie lah.after i eat.i want to talk to my syg..weeee!!!
today i was feeling blue.but wat to do....school must got.during first lesson was life skill.we watch movie.i dunno wat movie is that.i just watch.after that i break time.is was really bored n im feeling blue..miss my syg so much.after that ms lulu lesson.drawing lesson.was my last day of the of drawing.tomorrow my presention of portfolio.wish me gudluck for presention.hmm..during the lesson i was doing my stuff.then i went out for awhile.guess wat my drawing was really suck a dirty.i dunno who darm fucked do my work.erase verything wat i done..i cant believe.if they dont like me just say infront of me.why the person nid to erase all my things.wat the hell..really peace off abt my skewl work.okie lah..nid to go.do my stuff then sleep..
Today i went to skewl reali later.so i didnt turn up for lesson but is okie.teacher knows me.hahaha,oh ya,i got presention for my zo card.darm teacher give word of nagitive say.so i cant say anything abt it.i dersve it.but i my work hard is really kill me.i sleep until 2 or 3plus to finish up my work.then nie to got for macperson for talk.i went thre.after that my hp left at my fwenz.wat the hell.nid to come back to skewl to get.then i reach hm.so tired.doing my skewl work.my asignment.then i sleep for awhile cos im tired.then just me wake up around 8plus.onli slept for 2hrs.now jsut sitting doing my stuff for awhile.oh ya..i feel like i cant commit for the dance crew.wat the hell...hope i can commit this things.my syg just call me.i really miss him so much.tomorrow then i talk to him.guess is really turf when he not around.arhhh...but i know he love me n i love hm so much...okie lah i want to do my stuff..
today i totally feel bored.cos i got nuthink to do.actuali ya i got sumthing to do by doing my brothers thing for wedding.brothers weddings is cuming soon.on 8th jun..hope my syg hadi can come for wedding.my famli gg to be happy if syg come.guess wat i keep fighting wif syg.forever always.
every sec,
every min,
every hour
we keep fight for nuthink.no matter wat i syg my switheart hadi.
just now syg msg me dun fight wif me cos everytime we fight he nid to toilet.i was laughing like hell.wat on earth he doing that.hope he is okie.now im doing asignment drawing.so bored.
im bored.surpose is on saturdae.i want to go out.arh...feeling bored.all i call my fwenz they went with their guy.u noe wat i feel like i dun hav any guy in my life.that stupid syghady.i cant bear he always do tis me.
wow!!!i today morning i woke up is like freshing.my syghady never msg in the morning arrrh..miss him so much.now i in skewl.got nuthink to do now.feel like eat at canteen but cant teacher havnt take my attendence yet.hope really please to my teacher.omg!!!teacher gg to give us our test.hope i dun fail for it...wish me gudluck.. miss my fwenz... wahidah nini candy nisa umairah atiqah mastura fizah sofee nini nurul... they are really funny fwenz..wakakaka...
hello hello hello...!!! start from tomorrow i want to my write my blog as 1day write three day off.cos is now happening my life,still schooling but alot of asignment to do n oNly me n my syghady... label colour fwenz-purple label colour famli-yellow label colour for my syg hadi-red then i will labels for sumthing interesting babe...so tell me more at tag alryte..
for my syghady if view mine blogger...please,please,please... tell if u not happy wif me.couse i hate it when u never tell me.. wats wrong my blogger...eeee...
today i really tired cos after school i got dance pratice.i dun why others can bear to do the dance.they if u want it.u must bear the tired of it.arh..bullshit.now im thinking of doing my assignment.yeah..after this.guess wat yesterdae i went back with fizah.fizah face was really fruster abt the someone.when inside the train.i gave my hp to fizah.asked to hold it.but she just open without telling "can i see ur phone"...wat the #$%$^% man...i which say sumthing on her.but couldnt said.eeeee!!!i was really angry.but i just kept quiet until she gave me back my hp when i reached at clementi.da...!!!hate it when someone didnt ask me..Watever
No time talking about us.its been how many month we been lyke this if u really love me so much.why dun u show me u love me.why u go after girl.why so scared telling me u going back with who.if u really my guy u should tell me.i must noe this all.but why u so diferent to me.then at nyte i was really happy when u called me hey babe.i was really happy n i never think about other think only u.feel like stop doing my asginment.but end up u were really mean to me.why..if u think u not gg to call for next day.i really begging u to call me.cos im happy when u really sweet to me.please please please i dun want fight between us alryte.i really love you so much.im really not gg to make same mistake wat i had done you.feel like i lost my best buddies n my syg.please honey...
I noe u been so busy with ur camp plus ur mum.but im trying to beside you to be happy no more sad.be strong with ur camp.i really wanna u have better job u got.dun be lyke me.im not sure im gg for indon or not.cos im really wanna u beside me n follow me to indon i f can.studies thre with me if can.but i notice u really close with someone,i think so..for you to noe,for you to find out.alryte..im sorry..i nid to lets it go for this..deeply in my heart...