blanc.
/Monday, December 13, 2010
/ 10:15 AM
Today, work beginning in my life.
no choice searching for money.struggle for school.
I'm feeling better.due my boy~boy.
yesterday was great day.I'm kinda miss him so much.
and i know it's to believe that boy~boy don't want me
as GF.but think back??
5 years go thru.maybe we need some space.
i just care about you deeply.
he worked as riders~
sometime late night.came back home.
i don't get it.just want say~
take care~
work hard~
i love you so much~
/Monday, December 6, 2010
/ 8:44 AM
I feel that, life must move on no matter what you try to prove it right.
some time you need to think back because its hurt so much until you cant breath and coughing blood.
this is my first time having this sickness.i know i'm so stupid.having this sickness.
but what to do.it start the day on 30/11/2010.
that night,i was waited boy-boy for 1hour plus.i so scare that night.waited.
this Aunties so creep asking me money.i ignored.i feel so cool that night.
waiting for him to fetch me.
of sudden,i cry....
cant say a word.waiting..
he called.asking me where i am.trying my best
feeling so mad and so much of anger.i'm tired.
i meet him..
i was piss off.
took 1hr plus to reach.i shout at him.
to his motorbike keys..throw me the money.
throw my master cards.
this is all my fault.i will never do that again on you..
the day that we had quarrel until now..no response.
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munirah"-i know i ask forget me as your bestfriend..
i'm sorry if hurt you.i know its hard to forget that word on yu.
i still remember you are the best girl always beside me.
cheer me up.saying hello..no matter you down or happy.
right now.your situation still confused.
think focus in your project.i always there for you.
no matter what.your project is important.
love you~
miss you~
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hadi"- i know i make biggest mistake ever.i had known my mistake.
it hard to believe.i survive without you now.
it's pain in heart.every night keep thinking about you.
praying your love to be back.i'm waiting the right time.
i'm trying my best not to call you and meet you.
waiting for your call.
it's been 5years.we together.are we still the same?
think about it.if yes.tell me.no need to make me
like this.i will give you few days to settle it.
i will be waiting for you.tell me.please.
begging you~
love you~
misses you~
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every single day i had rough time.knowing with work and someone
humility~
headache~
heart pain~
faint anytime~
less eat~
less spending time~
stress~
tired~
miserable~
hard to say..
trying my best to think positive.
and move on.its hard.totally hard.
5years down the road.having a good relationship.
then...lost everything..
confident~
lost hope~
lost love~
have you ever seen a person surfer deeply in heart??