oh well..im very tired now adays.cos im having cleaning my house n im working.so far my preparation of hari raya is good,at last.is over my preparation.so now i been working for full tyme.today hykal bedae..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYKAL!!! ALL THE BEST.GODB BLESS YOU.. STUDY HARD... I tml could come for bedae "so cal" bedae party.im really sorry..cos im working.by the way i miss her mum.so long never see her mum.i keep thinking of him.wish i can see her mum everyday.oh ya..hykal is hady's brother.so call younger brother.so tml morning i will be working until nyte.im tired seh.wish can hady fetch me seh.haiya... babyku hady..i miss you so much.i hope i could tell you.how much i love you seh.erm...im really tired ryte now.feel likfe gg sleep seh..okie lah.gud nyte u guyz.who does read my blogger...i love you guys...
firstly i was happy to meet hadi on thursday.i dunno whre to start.is just me n him.first of all,i dun want to meet him cos i dun any quarreling wif him..but it turn up was fun.in evening i met him.im guess someone saw him at gelyang.it was freaking awesome wif him.i hug him.fell really cry when i hug him.it been along tyme i never meet him.i try not to meet but end up i cant force my feeling toward on him.we spent together.we talk all about us.i love him so much.but i still cant accept him.OMG!!!..all my fwenz said it the best thing to go on wif kemek.but i reaslise not now.i just want be alone.studies.somemore about my own life.he can onlie be my side.i dun mind.but he still my sweetheart..shhh..!!!so malu seh..tell tis to everyone..hehehe..babe(kemek)i noe i did wrong on you.but im guess its hard for me to move one.it just you..thats all i can say.N i want to say i love you so much...
oh ya..today we went out for buke ramai2 wif my primary school.i love them.it just like normal days.u noe wat i mean..everyone change alot.i totally happy just a normal days..i will update soon.then photoh okie..
most to most i got dance practice.but it turn out cancel the dance practice.i was really bored.then i went to meet nirah.thinking ltr how work.isnt far away.coming up we go this buke ramai2 dgn my old school.yeah!!thats wonderful..back to the stories.i went back to home.to get sumthing for my work stuff.then after we went for work.whe we reached the place.the place really look carzy.i cant taking seh.cos my us confused.we try on cloths.everything.after that.we went for our place.the place quiet nice.i more likely.during the time.was really frusrated cos alot of things to clear.guess what that place got 7 event.i was totally shock.after we work our place.the mananger ask us to go up.i was really terrible.i dun wan it.cos i really tired.we went up for clean.i got one free 7-up.nirah n dee call me achik penyanpu.cos i was clean the floorand end up around 11.then we went for change cloth.but i decide to my pick wif my work uniform..weee...
yesterday,i was totally boring during the lesson.but some i saw this guy from part time course.he kinda sweets.smiling me.but to bet he always come on wednesday.then i went my werk at goodwoodpark hotel.quite fun work over there.i met my old~sec fwenz.was really fun to see them.then i met another as my junior in brige club.the manager was totally suck.talking rusbish.some vulger word.after work my dad fetch me bk home sweets home.i was really tired.but end up doing my assignment.thats alot of assignment that 2more to go for today.today im never come to school cos i got ingure mylegs.im guess tomarrow must pass everything my assigment.
i kept thinking of my ex kemek.i still i got feeling.you guyz noe that i still wif that guy.but my feeling is different toward that guy.most to most let me break up wif him.cos not use steady wif him.i just wish that i wif hadi still together.still loving each other..
firstly i dunno what to say abt life.life is gg around n around like rollcoster.here goes.... yesterdae i went meet my bestie jessica.i was really happy to meet her.i followed her.then went to wlds.cos her hp was spoilt.after that we went to town.we watch movie call THE SASSY GIRL...The stories almost finish late around 9plus.we wanted to go esplande.but it was raining.so we did stay at plaza singapura.oh ya..almost forget..i didnt tell you guy..we watch at plaza sing... after that..we sit at cafe.have great cake.we ate together.then alomost around 10plus we went back hm...during gg back home.someone call me..asking me who am i.i was really surpise.that person name irman..he say wanna get noe me.so i say yesh.onli fwenz mah..hahaha..after that..we just talk on the phone.then the next day..i sms or msn..he nevcr reply anything...wish i can turn the moment we had..
TODAY
i went johor wif my famlie.we had fun over thre.wow!!thats alot of food..i wish i could eat infront.but i feel malu..hehhe.. we break fast at johor.it kinda cool over.can here people preyers. i love to stay like kampong.but they kompong more worse can heard alot of ghost sound.but when it come to syawal month..they wil really happening...so wat i can just kept quiet wat my mum stories teller..hehehhe...after that we went back home.it was jam.in car i was sleeping.listern music.checking my newphew.everything wat i need to do. when reach home...zzz..zzz..zzz..
hmmm..i was thinking about my new guy.i was totally freak out.wat he say on me..but i try my best to be strong engouh..oh ya..just want to talk abt it..about HIM.
firstly, he totally nice person. 2nd, he got big smile. 3rd, his body will really tuogh. 4th, he like to go club, 5th, he like to hang out wif his fwenz. 6th, mum goes first 7th, he talking about his life in ns. last 8th, talking about his life at the boat.somemore it will take 3-5years.
i say to him.i can for him.but he say okie.but im gg to apove tad i can.just pass ago..i look at him.he totally change just like that.i was really surpise.did i do wrong on him or wat.i hope he still love me...
JESS n NIRAH>>just go wif the flow..
faizal aka jimmy>>>relax k. things happen for a reason. hmmm, aku jd ko, aku tk lyn dier. its better not to always kol. cause some ppl think its kinda tired everyday talking. yeah. treat dier mcm kwn jek.
hadi aka kemek>>thnx for talking to me n meet me on that day.
(LIFE MY MUST GO ON NO MATTER WHAT)
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i dunno whre to start bt yesterdae i was having fun wif idah n fizah.
after school we wented out to take some photo for our project.
so we decide to drop at town area.we walk around.then to
cityhall.we took all the pic we wanted.after that we have our fasting
at burgerking.somehow was surpised hadi called me.i totally miss him voice.
shhh....!!!please dun tell anyone.hehehe.imagine-but after wat he did to me.i wont accept him
as my guy or ex.just fwenz.cos he got own gal.i guess so.by the way i miss fauzeeku syg.
he my new lover.wat i can tell him.he really cute.he really nice person.like i cant accept him as my own guy.i really paise to have him.but i wat i can tell that i have strong feeling he will be mine.hehehe...jkjk(joking)..oh ya back to the stories.after eat.we went take nightlife photo.
we were feeling so much of taking the picture.katekan aje feeling photograhy..hehehe...almost 9plus then we back home.i msg that i hope u had fun wif me.then idah said yeah me too..(idah i miss all the fun we had.)