i dunno where to start.first of all,i was totally stress over something.let said this n realise my stress over it..i know i fat.i dun have a face n look so pretty as someone.if u really love me why cant u accept me as i am.i feel really pain in my heart i could not say anything,what u had done to me.it just memory.passby.i was totally sad wat u done.when i sick.u were not thre n beside me.when im trying to go out with you.i could call u.u switch off ur hp n dont want to pick my call.The last i gave u sweet msg to say sorry.u dun ever care.so wat i do now.just sitting thinking about you.what surpose to do with you..now totally sorry what i done to you.if i really di wrong you.it just stupid thing over n over again.im guess we can only be fwenz not more then that.but i cant live without you.i totally wanna you..in my life.haiz...im freaking stress rytez!!!
No time talking about us.its been how many month we been lyke this if u really love me so much.why dun u show me u love me.why u go after girl.why so scared telling me u going back with who.if u really my guy u should tell me.i must noe this all.but why u so diferent to me.then at nyte i was really happy when u called me hey babe.i was really happy n i never think about other think only u.feel like stop doing my asginment.but end up u were really mean to me.why..if u think u not gg to call for next day.i really begging u to call me.cos im happy when u really sweet to me.please please please i dun want fight between us alryte.i really love you so much.im really not gg to make same mistake wat i had done you.feel like i lost my best buddies n my syg.please honey...
I noe u been so busy with ur camp plus ur mum.but im trying to beside you to be happy no more sad.be strong with ur camp.i really wanna u have better job u got.dun be lyke me.im not sure im gg for indon or not.cos im really wanna u beside me n follow me to indon i f can.studies thre with me if can.but i notice u really close with someone,i think so..for you to noe,for you to find out.alryte..im sorry..i nid to lets it go for this..deeply in my heart...
