blanc.
/Thursday, December 27, 2007
/ 9:52 PM
today..really make me sick.cos i been really stuck up with hadi.watver.i dun care right now couse i got ite calls that in evening..wow!!!so early..in the afternoon.havent get paper but the ite called me..so right now im think of schooling n the course.im going studies hard..when for ploy..really this is my future..hope i will get it my life.peace..watever is gg around me i must look n dicover everything..hope i will love my news friend n school..yeahp!!!
all the best to all my friends..c u soon babe...
jessica
pei ling
fizah
hayatie
good luck...have a great time with all your new friends n school....
i still love my syg hadi...mauchx..!!!
-lurp suzy-
sayang sangat dengan hadi!!! /Sunday, December 23, 2007
/ 1:28 AM
i love my syg hadi.no matter u hurt me i really love u so much.i know people say to me..move on siti..but i cant.cos hadi change me alot.he really my sweetheart..i will never forget him.syg hadi alot seh!!!mauchx!!!!i miss him so much!!feel that he always beside me..hahahhacx..this for you syg..
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-lurp suzy-
im happy.. // 1:02 AM
i think im not going to indon..is so suck.cause i dun want it.now im thinking of something that i can sucess.for life.which that i will be staying here..for studies then after age of 21..i will be back to indon.cause u know somehow my stupid n level drop..so cant be,now im gg ite.studies hard no more playing..so 18dec2007...i went out to see nyza.cos she pass.then pass too but end up i fail.hmm...so we hang out until 4plus in the morning.we were so tired about it.actuali we were talking about after 5year..wat we gg to do.so we did talk about it.i say..if my dream come true.i wanted to marry with hadi.hahaha..just kidding.i wanted have happy famliy.all my sis n bros..after that we talking about friends..our friends..then we went back home.is really funny when we gg back.we were talking cause this nyza.cant take it..cos i noe urgent to go toilet..hahha...then she say...eeee...tak leh takshen..hahhaaha..i was laughing like hell...hahahhax..by the way..nzya..i miss u so much..thankz for advise me girlfriends...the next day...i was perparing a food for hari raya haji.so i went for cook.then helping alot of stuff.i was very busy.after tomarrow is hari raya haji.so i was very excited cos my mum brought a tukery N lamb leg.s.yummy!!!hahaha..the next day...hari raya haji!!!SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI.!!!im happy...i waitin to eat the lamb leg n tukery...argh!!!my sis havent come yet..yeah..my sisters is here!!weee!!!we ate the turkey n lamb leg..as one big family...weee!!!so i until night..we people keep in n out.at my hse..my cousin come one by one..-lurp suzy-
wat a day i had all bad luck... /Tuesday, December 18, 2007
/ 6:17 PM
today my n level.it was really terrible.i was scared to take the result.when i find out.i cant take cos havent pay yet school fees..so i when to call.my dad say he will be cuming down n pay.indra,hairi n me...when to lot1 for eating..wooo...so long never eat the ice kacang..hahhahaax..then we went for lepak.then around 5..we went off.i went back to school to get my result.then i was started to nevnour.i when to school i saw my dad.dad gave me a money to pay the fees.so i went up..to the office.wow!!!cant believe..i pay it..then get the result..i was started to cry..it was really make me..nvm...my dad was so shock..but he say..when u reach ite..do all the best u can.but one thing.not matter how hard u do on ur n level but remember ite..take better couse.somehow u can get to poly..so cry.my dad say..dun cry..couse no use to cry..so i did listern to my dad.when straight hm..my mum ask me..why u like sad.so i just.mum go n look at my result.i went to toilet then start to cry.cant believe i fail!!!!i been studies all day long..but shit!!!dunno why..
-lurp suzy-
wee!!1i had fun yersterdae.. /Friday, December 14, 2007
/ 1:14 PM
yesterday.we had fun.me,my guy n hyqel.
we went out for shopping.then we were planning to have a baby..just joking..hahaha.so at 2plus hadi come to my place.to fetched hyqel n me.then hadi were very happy to see hyqel.he kiss hyqel.i was happy too to see my guy.cos so long never meet hadi.i miss him hadi.we went to munirah place.i promise her to send her sweater.so i went there n send it.then went off to her place.we walk to jurong point.i brought something.after tad we went to sentec city.we walk went for shopping.i brought a shoes.then alot of thing we brought.after that we eat at burger king.this hyqel were so noise.shouting loudly.i gave abit of sundae pie.he totally quiet.so we ate our food.then we off to home.hadi send me back.i look at hadi were so tired.to saygudbye on me n hyqel.but i say waet for me.cos i want to see him n talk about something.when we went eat at mr prata,it was so delicious.but i couldnt finish my food.so i went back home.i hug hadi.then i went off.but i dun like went he angry.then somemore he never kiss me..eeee!!!nvm i think forget about it.
love u my syg hadi
-lurp suzy-
weee!!! /Thursday, December 13, 2007
/ 11:58 AM
hey u guys im sorry if i never update.cos i very2 busy with my stuff.by the way i just wanna share u that i got new newphew..hehehehex..i so happy with it.weee!!!my pic with my new newphew...
his name:muhd qaiys...
Labels: please share info if u got new cousin
thank you everyone.. /Thursday, December 6, 2007
/ 3:15 PM
today,i woke up,i was totally missed my syg hadi.i wish i could always beside him,but cant he just break up.i think he didnt mean to do that on me.i think so.i was totally stress about him.i kept thinking about him.until now.i totally love me so much.i wont accept any guy.just want him back..thats all.i dun care he want call me wat.but please i really want him.back to the stories.i call niza n fizah.we talk about my guy.cos i really cant stand in my mind.i which i could be person can chill but cant.just make me stress n stress.i went to call nirah to talk to me.so nirah say come down to library.so i went to the library to meet munirah.cos i really bored n stress about hadi.so i really listern to munirah wat she said.so i when find books n read.so read all of the page missed..bitch book..arrgghh!!darm!!so boring the book i went to the toilet,i talk to myself saying that why hadi do this to me.argh!!!cant stand it..so i just off i go..when sit down.play my com.really got nuthing to do say.oh ya!!the library were darm cold!!!somemore is rain heavily.around 7plus we went home.but i didnt..i went to munirah place.just chill around.about 9plus i when home.cos i really tired n stress about hadi.i put my bag.i change my cloth.i when down to start my jogging!!!wat the hell gg on me???shit!!i really mad!!!hahahhax..cos i was really stress about hadi.i wish could contact him.but dunno why.so now i really back home.im tired.need shower.now im going to sleep...ZzzzZzzZ....hope our love always be together!
this for u my syg hadi>>
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-lurp suzy-
why happen when is over? /Wednesday, December 5, 2007
/ 1:24 PM
i really so stupid is all my fault shouldnt to do on him.but now really dunno wat to do.im scared to lost him.i wish have time back.so that we can change the saying.im really stupid stupid stupid.i really dunno to do.if say if he love u back he will come to you.but sometime i cant believe about it.i really dunno wat to do in my life.i hope this sunday he follow me to softball.but is happening to me.really happy because about him.him.him.he only guy in my life.he always beside me who cheer up me.and alot of thing.who me happy when i was really2 upset with my family.he the want who always beside me.care for me.averything he the want who always help me.why he need to leave me?i know is all my fault.i wish we could befriend together.i really my friend,buddies n lover.......
oh god,tell me why he need to this to me or im the want who this to him??
tell me god??
have fun today... /Tuesday, December 4, 2007
/ 3:50 PM
morning i wake up i taught is late...cause today is best ever i had.actually want meet hadi.i when shower after that i went pack my thing.i taught today want play softball n give him a lesson .so i did bring my gloves..cool..i bring two gloves..one for me n one for his.shit.i dunno wear i put another gloves..i miss my gloves because that glove is birthday give from my lovey brother.missed2..help2 me..hahahx..after that i pack my things..then when off to hadi place..fetch him..hahhax..yaya2..watver.i know u guy going to say if he,he his gentlmen...better fetch me..but is not wat u guy thing.i meet him at his place so that easy to go thre.to east coast park...so when i reach thre..wow!!his mum was totally nagging on him.watever..u thing i care..hahhax..i told him that u better shut up ur mum..she so noise..hahhax..but i just hack care hahahax...watver to her mum...so i waited him under his block.got nothing to do.i take out my glove n start to play on it.is so darm boring.so i decide to sit.i went sleep..lalalalala bye!!!hahhax..really darm sleeply waiting for that hadi.so around 45min i did call but i dunno recject.so i just go back to the sit n try to sleep back.but cant.when i turn right his over thre...i run on him..hey i start nagging on him.why u like2 that argh.then he ask me to shake hand.so i did.WEEEE!!!!we start our travel to over.along way.i n hadi were playing the softball.just catching.cool was really enjoy it throw n catch.so i say can we stop.can we go now.so i could stop talking about wat happen in family.so wewere talking about us n all my friends.hahhax..i never had fun like this before..so we stop at parkway.near the east coast park.actually wanted to buy the map for us to sit..we did buy.this hadi really make me laugh along the way.he keep saying stupid thing.but once again i enjoy it.hahahax..then we went to easr coast park.here im come!!weee!!!we find a place that can play n doesnt hav sunlight.so we find the place.then we start to lying around.i wanted to sleep but i just so shame of me..people looking at me.if got tent i will really sleep n enjoy the sleepness.hahahax..like really only.is lame right??so after that we went to play softball.nice throw hadi.i think u really into softball isnt hahahhx..nevermind.but u will cool..my bf..wakakakakax...then we throw our gloves then we take out the shirt..we run into the sea..weee!!!jump to the sea..hahahax..then we swim.after that we up to play softball again.hahhax..he doesnt noe how to be catcher.so i did tell him how to be catcher.so i told him every step wat my coach said.so after that we jump back to the sea..WEEEE AGAIN!!!so i swim then i turn back.i find hadi.but hadi was not behind me.i was really scare that he can be on concheers(sorry if sleep wrongly plse tell me asp).so when i see him he just other side.so i saw him he was totally freak out of it.he was shouting like mad person.i look at him and start to laugh.his face were totally read like hell.his face were very funny..but he really shout on me still can laugh!!!hahhax...then i went up to see him.his hand were stunk by the jellfish.so i idid put sumthing on his hand..so we just chill on thr branch.so after awhile we went to pack a bag.to when home.we was very tired actually.then we went to eat.yummy!!the mee bandung n mee soto were so darm nice.i like it..hahahhax..i will very lovely with the food.so we do window shopping.we had a great time.hadi sent me back home.so i did say sorry on him.so that i will never to do.i hope i will we always be happy!!!now i need some sleep..bubye..toodler!!!:)!oh syg hadi,please take care with ur hand.i love u so much!muachx :*)!
-lurp suzy-
hmmz..miss my syg..n today our annualaniversary... /Monday, December 3, 2007
/ 3:45 PM
i taught i will be happy but end up we just fight.if i break i will totally cry because about u.i will cry happy cause u done to me in good life.u been teaching me how to close up to be my family n friendz.i will remember u. cause u really my best guy ever.but no hurt feeling about the break up by the way..im not ready to move on life without him.i which i could be last time with him.no fight.haiz...but some people say when u are single,u feel someone that u want to be with him/her.but when u with the steady u always angry n mad everyday,no matter how pain u get.u still love him/her.
just today i at night i call i wondering he working or not.but no answers..i get msg from him.he say he leave today..so i totally mad.cause i plan sumhting very speacial cos today our 1year 9months!!!!!our annual aniversary....i think he forget about it..nevermind...but tml i hope it will be happy day...
-lurp suzy-
weee!!!have great time today!!! /Saturday, December 1, 2007
/ 4:30 PM
today i went out around 3pm..then meet idris at bustop..is just near my hse.he live,actuali before that i really dunno wat to wear.so i decide to wear lightblue jeans then wear bob marley shirt.thanx to my syg.i really on it..he ask me to wear thAT..he said i look so sweetz??yerke?aku look so sweetz?bacing siol...afterthat i went off..we went to bugis.kiwak!!!ramai nah..org..(alot of people)..then we meet all my friend..all the gang YAYANS!!we eat at nasi ayam place just behind the bugis.then we went smoke..stupid alif..dun want give me the cigg..fine,i take from his bag..wow!!my fav cigg..sampurna..wee!!it was so shoch...but i couldnt finish it.then i give to norah..so i went to sit beside nymie..haiya..she say stop it eh..couse i keep disturd her..but she darm cute..she sooo small amout us.i mean the hight of it.hehehex..then she ask me to follow her to go down.so i decide to follow..but the other gal,cweka n sab went to follow us.when we at control station.we were talking all the stupid thing.then this nymie were so stress about it..because waiting for his ex..haahahahx...after that we went up..cause her ex were blah.blah.blah..hahahhax..we off to the bugis..then we went to fullton..i take out the rubber band then it was afro giler!!!then this idris n alip he was really2 calling me macy gery...bacing argh..then before that we wanted to buy cigg.but we all share money to buy 2 boxex of it..so we wait for it..then we find sit..after that we waiter around 6plus..cos sab say 6plus.darm it was so boring..n we took some pic..
only the gals..
i will intro the girlz...
wearing green colour shirt-NymIE
wearing non sleave shirt-CweKa
wearing purple shirt-SABBY
the hair was totally red!-NoraH
lastly i took pic..of nymie n me...darm he so cute...sorry if my face were suck!!!
after that we went off to buy the cigg..but end up we didnt buy at penin..sab gave me the money..so i decide buy the cigg at the shop..wow!!!i got lepas dari org tu..then i feel like buying drink i mean some hot thingz...i go back the place i n took my money.i brought heineken a tin.so i keep inside my bag..this alip was dun buy..asking to buy different brand..so i just ingore it.what to do.he just kepo.shit.they went without telling us..wat the hell..so i,idris,alip n jack..then this idris n jack to buy sumthing..so they went off.so left me n alep...argh!!shit..but is okey..we were talking about our life been.he seem quite nice on me.oh gosh dun crush on him..hahahx..nvm..so we did reach at fullton.but darm they were so late..haiya...den we went sit..we talk,laugh..all rusbish..but.it totally was fun..some of them when to shopn i started a drink the heineken..this sibok guy alip wan drink..so i let him..anyway sumtyme cant finish the drink.then the next was idris..hahahx..then when they come..almost finish it..we were chill-chill lalala...when i was chill-chill lalala,he take the comb.nk comb my hair.but it was so shoch seh..wat to do still my afro hair..(macy grey) n waitng for ika n his boyfriends..hahahx..after that we went to esplande...oh shit..this the best thing to tell u guy..fucking shit this girl...we were walking..then i was asking someone what happen to this guy..fuck men..shit argh..he pointed on my face between my eyes.really touching on my nose..i say fuck argh..then i look from down to up...he really want kill me siak..then her fwenz was pulling her..fuck argh i saw shafiq were laughing on me...shafiq beware i will get u..hit u back fucked..i went to asplande..then the gang yayans were asking me..are u okey.yeah i still fine..if got my guy..he totally say bak on her..dun care argh if she drank or wat..u thing i care..bullshit..not drank also the same.watver!!!but i enjoy it when is over...so i went off to the esplande.here i come the esplande!!!weee!!!then we were chill-chill lalala...after that the gig start..we were having fun..scream cos the song quite nice..i was so shock!!!feedee n hisham!!!woooo!!!wow!!they were so happy look at me..this hisham keep distured me forever..calling me afro gals..hahahx..okey2..then i say to feedee miss u lah seh..we were talking about it..so we just chill n talk.she say on me wow,u got alot of fwenz..i say pandai2 cari kawan argh..hahahx..then he laugh on me..biase budak express mane pandai cari kawan!!!hahahx...then we say gudbye.i start my dance..after that..haiya..this sab forget..to take her phone on marine bay..we did scared..hahahx...i turn back i see omg!!!fizah,niza n putri.,,i hug fizah n niza..but i didnt hug putri..cos i dun ever noe her well..i miss them muachx100!!!!!so i went back home we them..i told the gang yayans that im gg off wif the galz.so..i wif the gal were having fun..talking2..kate dah lame tk jumpe dorg seh..oh when we at marina bay i saw my best buddies remy hahahax..he say he miss alot..soo soo much..i miss him too.i will never forget him!!then we went off..hahhax..back to my home sweetz home.weeee!!!im now gg to sleep..tired..really tired of it...
having fun so much of fun!!!
-lurp suzy-
