blanc.
/Tuesday, January 15, 2008
/ 7:22 AM
today morning i just wake up.i feel like having stress with hadi.i could say anything n started cry.i wish very morning will be fine.i dun seem that he love me or not.couse he been trying to avoid me of nuthing.dunno why.i willmake sure inside the class i will paitent more.hope so.but i could comfort..really comfort.but i noe right now is been hard for me to hav hadi right.fuck yesterdae i got talk with my parent about gg to indon.i dun want go.then this hadi.really make me feel suck n terrible.i cant say here.sorry.now im really stress to go to skewl wish i can be alone no bf.but i love him so much.why he nid to this to me.by the way,if really want me to force in my studies \oKies.let be..hey behs n babes..did i do correctly for this.i noe my heart so pain.for him.but i could take it.i try my best to tell him that i was really love him so much.talk things out between he n me.but i cant.he keep put down the call.i think he got u new gal?do u think???I gotta say what's in my mindSomething about usDoesn't seem right these daysLife keeps getting in the wayWhenever we try, somehow the planIs always rearrangedIt's so hard to sayBut I've gotta do what's best for meYou'll be ok..I've go to move on and be who I amI just don't belong hereI hope you understandWe might find our place in thisWorld somedayBut at least for nowI gotta go my own awayDon't wanna leave it all behindBut I get my hopes upAnd I watch them fall everytime Another colour turns to greyAnd it's just too hard to watch it allSlowly fade awayI'm leaving today 'cause I've Gotta do what's best for meYou'll be ok..I've got to move on and be who I amI just don't belong hereI hope you understandWe might find our place in thisWorld somedayBut at least for nowI gotta go my own away
